Insomnia

My insomnia is getting worse. I've only slept a few hours in the last three or four days. When I lay down next to Renji and close my eyes, I suddenly get all these ideas for my next novel and I can't just go to sleep until I have them all written down and out of my head.

I'm so tired that I'm starting to imagine things that aren't there. I am 99% exhausted to the point of physical collapse at this point but I still can't sleep...