review boards

[prof_inui]

I had the most wonderful dream. Something I've always hoped and dreamed of happened. It was so wonderful. I almost didn't want to wake up, but I needed to be before the dean today so I did.

It seems that my tenure track application is being questioned due to a thing that happened when I was 14. I have attempted to explain that it was in the past and was a one time thing. They want me to go see someone anyway, to make sure I am telling the truth.

Comments

[mount_tezuka]

As someone who was around back then, if you need a character reference, Inui, I would be happy to speak to them on your behalf.

[prof_inui]

Even though I was lying about going to science camp that summer? Tezuka...My parents put me in a mental institution. I was heavily medicated most our third year... even then?

[mount_tezuka]

I do realize that now. I wish you had felt able to be more open about what you were going through back then. But I did and still do consider you a close friend, Inui. Despite the problems you were having, you stuck with your work and with tennis...so, yes.

[prof_inui]

We had enough going on. My mental breakdown would only have caused us all more trouble. I found it logical to say what needed said in order to keep things from getting more complex. Besides, it is difficult, even now, for me to admit it, that I was put away. I feared at the time that I would lose the acquaintances and friends I did have because data has shown time and again that no one wishes to be see with a crazy person. I think Yamato knew though... and I'm sorry I couldn't tell you back then. But because of this, there is a question raised about my overall mental fitness. I will have to see someone and provide them proof that I am not a danger to myself or to others.

[mount_tezuka]

I'm sure that you will pass their tests with flying colors, Inui. You are an exemplary person and teacher. They would be fools to discard you because of your past.

[prof_inui]

Your opinion means a great deal to me. Thank you, Tezuka. Later, I might call you, to update you on everything.

[mount_tezuka]

I shall look forward to it.

[lepeintredusade]

Then you should see that someone and prove to them how capable you are. And as Tezuka has said, if you are in need of a reference, I am sure that there are a great many people willing to back you up. And some rather influential ones at that.

[prof_inui]

I might need those references. I know how mental health issues can be treated. There is still a high percentile that I will end up being shunned at the workplace, even if I am cleared. I know I don't need the work. I made more than enough from my novels, but I love teaching. I love passing data onto the next generation.